Be Kind to Your Hurt Places
Be Kind
I don't know about you, but I have several situations, both in my personal life and my professional life, that are simply in the midst of hard times. They are situations that are not "good" yet. Healing hasn't fully occurred (or even begun in some situations). The pain is still ongoing. Confusion is still abundant. People are still in the thick of it.
Part of my own work is to learn to be kind to my hurt places. It's so tempting to want to rush to the resolution; to find the silver lining; to white knuckle ourselves into being on the other side of the pain.
The problem with that is, it's not very honoring to our wounds when we suppress the negative emotions just to feel better. And what is more, I think we kid ourselves if we think our suppression of these emotions won't crop up in some other unhealthy or maladaptive way in our life. Suppression always has a hidden cost.
Sometimes though, things are so bad that it's not even possible to minimize the hurt.For times like these, we need to sit in our hurt and honor the brokenness that is there. It takes a lot of courage and it can be very scary to feel that. But it's the only way to true wholeness. While we don't need to let emotions be our master, we have to listen to them for guidance. I'm not even sure that there are "negative" emotions as much as they are all just created equally, and we need to feel all of them in order to be whole. There are some emotions that are easier to feel that others, but all emotions were created by God, so they are all important for us to acknowledge and experience. We need to be ok with our humanity and part of that is learning how to accept being in process; not rushing past the "negative" to find the resolution.
I can't get these two bible verses out of my mind. Part A (in bold below) of the verse is just as true and scriptural as Part B. While the whole verse represents the entirety of the truth that the author is trying to convey, it's helpful to just pause before rushing to the end.
Psalm 34:19 A righteous man may have many troubles (but the Lord delivers him from them all).
Psalm 71:20 Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter (you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up).
If you don't take a pause to feel the weight of Part A, Part B just feels cheap, powerless and almost like a taunt to our pain. Part A can bring up more questions than answers and that makes it uncomfortable. But there is goodness in feeling what we perceive to be negative emotions. And taking the time to truly feel them is the pathway to healing.
A song called New Wine by Hillsong Worship feels like it's ministering to my deep places today. I'm not even sure exactly how it dovetails, but it goes together in my soul with what I'm feeling. Maybe it'll feel that way for you, too.
Make me a vessel.
Make me an offering.
Make me whatever you want me to be.
I came here with nothing, but all you have given me.
Jesus, bring new wine out of me.
If you are wrestling with your hurt places today, know I am there with you!
And if you'd ever like to set up a time to come process what you're going through, I can be contacted here.